Heart beats fast
Colours and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid 

I have loved you for a thousand year

I'll love you for a thousand more

All along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I will love you for a thousand more

Twenty four oceans

Twenty four skies

Twenty four failures

and twenty four tries

Closed your eyes, take a long deep breath and listen to my last lullaby. For every brightness and darkness, I want to be by your side, I want but I'm not capable of. Anything within my capabilities would do but nothing, nothing is within my capabilities anymore. I don't know when it started to be a burden and I don't know when it started to be labelled as rely. You're the one I could rely on but I'm not the one you could lean on, linger on. My love and care is not a burden, it was meant to make you feel comfortable with me around you. But then, it became a burden. Put down this burden and start all over again. I will leave in silence. 

Remember the first time? This is how we met. This is why we are here. I don't know how far we have gone, I really do not want to stop here. 

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?


I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you are here with me. 


I'm sorry, daddy, but I miss you. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! 

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you are sorry 
Didn't think I would turn around and say

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But that's nothing new

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say sorry like the angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground.

But can you see what I see? 


Do you know I am unhappy too?

This is my baby. She was assigned to a task now to show who could she be because she was given the world so much that she couldn't see and a role; never knew when to play it. This is the time to prove to the world, she is fighting in a war right now. She is the Queen, she is the only army and the only comrade in her arms. She is stronger, tougher and trying to survive; keeping her dreams alive. I have prayed a thousand times, I will continue to pray until she comes back home.

Pray, pray and pray

From the corner of your eyes, I slowly begin to understand that I can do very little for you. 

The comforting images of you takes hold of my soul and through my eyes I visualize the time I had with you before you had to go, taking a part of me with you. The thought of us being together remained in my mind as the minutes count slowly. Back then, 24 hours were nothing, we had the time against us, we had been fighting for each second to be together. Now, 24 hours matter, the ticking sounds in my ears and most of the time, I lose myself in 24 hours thinking about you. Without you, I do not know what to do in the next 24 hours. 


After a thousand times I said I love you, how could you let the one thing to break your faith in me?