Thursday, 4/12/2008, I went out with Crystal, Yee Vern, Emilyn and Leng. We went to watch Bolt and I saw Charlene and Manju. Pheeuu~~ It's been really long I didn't meet them, since the last time I met them, which I forgotten when. This is not a coincidence right, this is fate, I guess.
Can anyone talk to me please? Is there anyone that I can talk to? If there's, please be quick! Sooner boredom will dries up my blood.
Is it time now? Is it time to meet this long-lost buddy again? I have been waiting but I didn't expect. I think it has been 2 years I have not meet her, contact her or even hear about her. Well, honestly, this bud is a good companion, a good adviser, good in cooking but a strict human. This bud is elder than me by 1850 days. What actually happen? What actually draws us apart, I mean the gap in between our friendship? What? What would happen next? The most possible cause: limitation of time, I got to study, she has to study too, I have homework, she has too, but if she is posted, she has to work in shifts. I understand that she is extremely tired for all this. That's why I never contacted her and I'm sure she thinks the same way too. She's always at ske temple every Sunday at 9.30am for puja lesson. But I never intended and have any desire to go there. You know why, it's because I thought that this bud of mine has forgotten me. Because for me in this matter, I will just let bygones be bygones, things that had been forgotten then I'll let it fade away, rather than wasting time to be reminded about me. But I said I didn't expect, this is so unreal. There's no human in this world who will never expect even over a small matter. Yes, I admit I expect, but it is just a little expectations. A couple of days ago, she phoned me. I didn't say much thing, I guess I speak not more than 50 words, most of the time I just kept quiet. Feeling not like it used to be, not familiar, that I don't recognize her, when we talk through the phone. She added me on Facebook and I don't even realize it. I read her profile and her notes, a person who looks so tough from the first sight but I never knew that it is the other way round inside this buddy.
Well, whether you read this or not, as a younger buddy, I would advice you that 'time will heal your wounds'. Trouble passes. What has caused you to burst into tears will soon be forgotten. You may remember that you cried but not why you did so. As we grow up and go through life, we are often surprised at how we lie awake at night brooding over something that has upset us during the day, letting the same thoughts run through our minds concerning 'how to get back'. Sooner, you will be surprised to realise what a waste of time and energy it had all been. Whatever your troubles are and however aggrieved you may feel, just let it go, suan le. Life is like a motion picture in which everything is constantly moving and changing, nothing in this world is permanent and still. You told me to try to adapt to the surroundings, if can't, just leave it behind. 'The unhappy person is the one who leaves undone what they can do and start doing what they don't understand, no wonder they come to grief'. I return these words to you. Take care. =)
