It's been a week long, school has reopen. As usual, my life has gone back to those schooling days that it used to be. Today, (9/01/09), I saw Crystal, finally. I miss her very very much, really. This made me to think about those kind of strange thing in life. When you have totally own something, you don't even bother whether it deos exist or not, but when you have lose it, you'll feel some kind of strange feeling, feeling like missing something that has been a habit for you, suddenly just disappear. After all, I think the quote 'appreciate what you have' is perfect for me, that's right, I guess. Well, I guess, it's fading away, the spastics family. It's kind of heartbraking to think about that, especially when they seem not to remember it anymore, when they actually try to have something for their own good. But, I swear, I promise, whatever it is, I will still look for it, this family, the joy, the fun that we had together. Still remember how long that we have actually waited to get the first family picture, I mean all the 12 of us. Still remember our spastics house? Our spastics song? Our spastics rows? and all of us? I just want to let everyone of you to know, we have this fate, the fate that needs so much effort and please appreciate it, remember it before you forget. All these are very fragile, don't let anything to shatter it. Listen to me, if there's anything that has offend one of you, or perhaps if there's thing that you don't like, please let me know. I don't want any of you to keep grudging, it would be better to confront, there's no harm. Please comprehend what I mean here.
All of you meant a lot to me.
All I can do is to help you silently, without your knowledge. This is me, Yunn Yee. Don't repeat your mistakes, do not do that. Don't let till when there's no more hope.
