I believe you'll always stay by my side. Your existence have make me to trust this LIFE.
Now, you want to be free, so I'm letting you fly. I hope you know how much I love you, more than anyone else, more than anything. Your desire to try my way of lifestyle made me realise that you are my best friend and my best companion, the best for me. I miss you a lot. Your warm smile that we used to greet each other, your jokes, your companion with me whenever you are home, those are the precious things that I will keep, deep in my soul. Whatever you do, you just want to see a smile on my face. You are so much different from others, you are the greatest father, you've never complain anything even the worst that you get from people so dear to you, and that's definitely what you don't deserve. I am very sure this is the reason why. HE loves you, HE knows that this world is too harsh for you. Yes, this world is too harsh for you, I don't care how they treated and going to treat you, you still have me and I am part of you, definitely. 'We have our own world, just the both of us', remember this? I know you are reading this somewhere in the universe, this promise between us will not shatter. Time will not erase this promise, a feeling this strong. I know OUR LOVE WILL NEVER DIE. Don't ever let them to interupt our world, because they don't comprehend things that only we both do. I believe you still exist there and this is the only way to get you. JUST THE BOTH OF US FOREVER. I love you, papa, as deep as eternity and it will never fade even after 100000000000 years. We will meet again, in heaven, one day. I don't know how long it may take, perhaps 10000 years, you will always be a part of me. I'll will wait till the day. You told me that I'm the only place that you can rest, be free and be happy, and this is the same thing that I wanted to tell you all this while. YOU ARE THE ONLY PLACE THAT I CAN GO, the only place that I can truly be myself, the only place that I trust the most with the best comfort from you. I ain't going to cry and I will not stand in your way if you are determine to leave. I love you, papa. I know you will be back to me. I'll linger on.
The 23rd day without you.
