So after 2 years and 4 months, it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much that it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to God
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I'm trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I am telling that
I would have done anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now
It's too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star


And I am so lost without you. 


I promise you that I won't be making a mistake anymore. It is torturous to feel you toying with my emotions. I have got a hole in my heart and you punctured my lungs, taking my breath away. My body aches when I ain't with you; 

I have zero strength