I will listen to you. I will, I promise. Thank you, flo. I will escape myself from all these but definitely, I need your support. I don't know (as usual you don't like this phrase). Your desire to provide me with the usual life that I used to have with my dad, makes me feel his presence. Thank you, sis. I mean my words, I will change my life.
Ps. I take your words seriously. Take me with you if you're leaving. I don't care which edge that you are going to but I know it is safe and the only way to comfort me even living without roof.
The 30th day without you.